

one of these days 5-19-03one of these days you\'re going to knock that wall all the way down and invite me in for more than a visit.one of these days 5-19-03
one of these days you\'re going to realize that I am wrapped around your soul like a security blanket.
one of these days you\'re going to look at me and see the realization
of all your daydreams.
one of these days I\'ll walk in the room and you\'ll gasp because I took your breath away.
one of these days you\'ll trust yourself with me and love me to the point where you can\'t tell if it\'s my hear


the divorce 4-7-03Some things are becoming clear now Like the crisp lines of a crystal chalice I am not the golden princess of you dreams And I cannot be as you imagine me.the divorce 4-7-03
You\'re weaving a tapestry of bittersweet memories When I was young and spirited And our life together a summer sunrise But our day has drawn to a close.
We have to part our ways now And move on to distant mountain ranges I cannot stand the fences around me anymore And daydreams aren\'t enough to make me stay.


bastardYour lies are coming out now And my naivete is fading Almost as quickly as my feelings for you I gave you all I had and still you wanted more.bastard
So, you exhausted yourself trying to change for me? What a load of bullshit, jackass. Grow up and be a man Instead of the spoiled brat who wasted my time. You owe that to your children.
Eventually you\'re going to realize That I was the only one willing to put up with you. I\'m lucky that you\'ve finally left And you\'d better not ever try to come back.
You\'re such a stupid, worthless waste Trying


chris 5-19-03If you could only know A fraction of what I feel for you You would never have to question My motives in this expierience.chris 5-19-03
You touch me in ways Not yet know to physical senses And teach me to appreciate the silence. You make me notice ALl the things I ignore about myself.
I do love you. More than I thought I would be able to. More than I thought I could ever feel And I\'m not so scared after all.
I want to hold you And stir the same feelings in your heart Love me with everything that you are And everything you want to be.